I can go on and on how I could’ve done so many things differently in my life knowing what I know now. Listen up…I’m not here to try and get as many likes or followers on my blogs as it simply is not that important to me. The point I’m trying to get across however is what matters the most to me and is why I like to keep my blogs short and straight to the point. The reality is that the man above put me in this position for a reason. At age 44, I’m at a crossroads in my life if not already passed it. I signed up for a 12 week fitness program that started this week. Weekly intense workouts and a diet in a nut shell. I need to change my body and mind before Father Time takes me due to my poor body condition as well as mental health. I need to change and the first step is accepting the road that you were destined for. Yes I have an autistic son but that doesn’t mean I don’t love him any less. Simply put, I wanna be able to take advantage of the time I’m blessed with. That means finally committing to a plan to improve my body and mind in order for me to hopefully live long enough to see my grand kids and God willing a cure for autism. I may be asking for a miracle, but I owe it to my kids to at least give myself a chance. With that said, I challenge everyone to ask themselves…if not now, when?